Today was great. I got to leave the island without the baby and meet up with a couple of my friends. We did girl stuff like try on clothes and makeup at the mall. I was so happy that I was actually feeling well enough to take the boat ride then walk all over the mall. I did have to excuse myself a couple times to go sit on a bench or something when the fatigue set in, but all in all the Fibro didn't keep me from doing what I wanted today. It was a real victory.
I always took my health and physical fitness for granted - never again. I guess that's one advantage to this illness. A little humility never hurts anyone. Getting knocked down a few pegs every once in a while can be just what we arrogant humans need.
I'm so glad that this particular "flare" lasted only one day. I'm hoping that I will be able to start exercising again so I can loose this 25 pound baby weight. It was pretty depressing to go shopping and have nothing fit or look decent. I used to be thin and in good shape. I know I'll get there again but I have found that exercise has to be increased very slowly and carefully. Too much exertion in one day leads to a flare. It's a very delicate balance.
On an unrelated note, my husband and I made up yesterday. He apologized and promised to try harder. That's all I can ask for.
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