Severe emotional breakdown at 9:30pm. Felt extreme rage, anger and suicidal thoughts like I have never felt before. Cymbalta is EVIL! I have never experienced such withdrawal from SSRIs and I've taken most of the SSRI's out there. I almost ended up in the ER. I cannot even write some of the thoughts I was having down because they're too shameful. I'm just so glad I was able to resist acting upon them. I will never take a SNRI again.
Symptoms (0=mild to no discomfort 10=most severe discomfort/ pain)
10:30am
Shortness of Breath - 5
Fatigue - 7
Headache - 0
Backache - 7
Heart Murmurs - 3
Eye Pain - 2
All-Over Body Pain - 4
Sore Throat - 3
Food Log
9:00am - 1 cup rice cereal, 1/2 cup rice milk,
10:00am - 1/3 cup ENF Formula
12:00pm - 6 peach slices
1:00pm - 1 cup rice, 1 cup broccoli & carrots, 1/3 cup ENF Formula
5:00pm - 1.5 cup rice, 1.5 cup broccoli & carrots
7:00pm - 1 cup rice cereal, 1/2 cup rice milk
9:00pm - 5 rice crackers
Medications taken at bedtime:
Cymbalta: 20mg, Welbutrin: 150mg, Lorazepam: 2mg
This is the story of my very frustrating journey through the debilitating and mind-boggling world of Fibromyalgia, ME/CFS, Autoimmune Disease, Depression and more.
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