Lots to Catch Up On

Things had become so frustrating in my search for relief from this ailment that I even lost my enthusiasm for writing.  I just realized that it had been so long since I had posted.

I am currently staying with my parents in New Jersey and I've been here since early December.  I'm sorry to report that things aren't really much better.  I had planned on visiting my family for the holidays (as I do every year).  But when I found a specialist (Dr. Podell in Summit, NJ) on the Internet who's office is not 30 minutes from my parents house, my trip took on a second purpose. 

I've been here for about four weeks and have tried two different prescription medications (Nuvigil & Prednisone) and about three herbal supplements (potassium, DHEA & Zyflamend).  The prescriptions did little for my condition so the doctor told me to stop taking them.  I'm not sure about the supplements, but he said to give those about four weeks.  I've seen the doctor once for a two hour appointment and had numerous phone conversations.  He has a lot of experience with these "autoimmune mysteries" and has said that the only real way to find relief is through extensive trial and error.  Of course this concept is not new to me and has been how I've been living for the past two years.  He did find those elusive trigger points that my other doctors couldn't find so at least I now have a definitive diagnosis of Fibromyalgia, however, he thinks there may be other things going on as well such as Mixed Connective Tissue Disease.

I've been compiling and organizing all of my medical records for the last two years including blood work and medication history.  My next few posts will list this information as it may be helpful for anyone else out there who's going through a similar experience. 

I'm feeling very frustrated, discouraged and depressed.  I'm so scared that I'll never get better.